寻路

走着 走着 又迷失了

这一切有意义吗？

耳音

倘若意志被寂寞吞噬

思念总可以无限放肆

是否眼里的从前 就是永恒的过去

是否口中的未来 就是无尽的将来

细雨总会提醒 泪水落下的模糊

来到选择的分岔 不是彷徨 是牵挂

Turning 21

Turning 21 , means you have endless responsibility, isn't it sounds like a nightmare? 

I don't mean to be pessimistic, just curious about how does the world looks like with a different perspective. People judge you on your every single action, as an adult, will you still be the one who dare to make a mistake? Sometimes I question myself why are we  legally turning to be an adult at our 21st birthday while we know so little about life. It's because of recognising more things that we didn't know, some chapters which left out in the text books, and it is about time for us to take a long journey to find out what our true personal values are.

It's been a year in UOL, after one year graduated from my high school, made some new friends and just slowly getting used to a new environment. I am sort of just enjoying a small class, can't imagine how would everything change in year 2 while combining 3 intake students, it just getting harder to raise up a question during class lesson. *sigh...

For 628 performance, we have been practising since march but everything wasn't that smooth after all,  5 more weeks to the actual performance date, can everything be done before that? Better pray hard.

Lastly, I would like to thank all my friends who celebrated my birthday, I appreciate it very much. Let's keep moving forward together!

I found Peace tonight

"there is always some reason to feel not good enough, and it's hard of the end of the day"

just can't agree with you more

only enjoy the silent night, when you passed through a storm

Music heals any kind of emotional damage.

You know they said an arrow can only be shoot by pulling it backward,

so when you are feeling down, and perhaps all we need to do is just waiting for the next rise.

Life lately

Finally stepped out of my secondary school life

"Uni life" sound great, but guess it's not work for all.

For me,

it's just an english version of study life.

Well, those new friends are awesome, most of them...

lecturers are nice and friendly

i am not feeling disappointed as i was not expecting too much

Perhaps, i am feeling slightly downbeat due to some little tricky stuff here

No matter how, life is still going on.

Peace for all.

烟花易冷

雨纷纷 旧故里草木深

我听闻 妳始终一个人

斑驳的城门 盘踞着老树根

石板上回荡的是 再等

--烟花易冷



伽蓝寺 生死苦等

终无所获

将军落发为僧 望战火平息

内子孤守城门 望故军回朝

终日盼望 却盼得..

延绵无期


可谓 一种相思 两处忧愁

多少鸳鸯成对 无奈 毁于战火?

等

费了神 伤了泪 苦了魂

纷飞群燕 却仍盼永恒...

完美的告别式

告别 1 字头

表示着 一个小鬼踏入了另一个新的阶段

是一个新的开端 成为另一个 大小鬼 lols

这似乎也意味着 人生道路会有所不同

仿佛一切要重新探索一般


人生大向会有什么改变我不知道

但在我正式踏入2字头的第一天

朋友们似乎 已经帮我做了些改变

好为我 完整那 看似重要而又不重要的20岁生日


第一次没有考试的生日；

第一次在外与好友庆生；

第一次被人用cream punch on my face；

第一次在戏院里东翻西找到处乱跑；

第一次到laundry喝酒；

第一次一口气打了长达5小时或以上的机；

第一次吃＂狗饼 开心果 傻傻分不清楚＂蛋糕；

第一次收到一份特大而又特花心思但却特fake的礼物 ；


太多的第一次 在短短两天内发生

不禁提醒了我 天啊 其实还有好多的事情 能成为我的第一次呢


今年 礼物收的不是特多 但朋友们却让我感触良多

无疑的是 这是我最多惊喜的一次生日

除了感谢 还是感谢 :))

The UOL Gang

The dearest 6Aren Gang

I wish you guys all the best !